Sunday, June 2, 2013
In 3 weeks there are a LOT of things that will happen: Chantelle & Brent's wedding; my trip to Cuba with cousink Alex; and then, of course, my birthday.
Every year when I think of my birthday, I always think things will be vastly different from the year before. While a lot of random things have happened in between birthdays, nothing has changed hugely from last year. So maybe it's time to figure out what I can do to make a change?
3 weeks isn't much time, but maybe I can kick start it after I get back from my trip?
Really what I want to do is go in hiding. I'm not joking. I am so frustrated with dating these days. For the past couple of weeks a lot of random guys have come out of the wood work, seemingly leading to some interesting and positive prospects. Really, I just got super let down by them. That said, I legit just think it'll be better of for me to steer clear of all guys -- old and new -- for the next month and see what happens?
While I'm not usually a proponent of hiding from things -- I'm more of a face the challenge and learn from it type of gal -- I think this is probably the best approach for me. Dudes are getting me down, and I just want my birthday month to be full of fun, great memories, amazing friends. Am I crazy for wanting to hide?